Montero Hill: The Fvlse Prvphet
(Sorry for the length, but I have given this a good amount of thought.)
I voluntarily watched it, without prompt from DD. And sure enough, the music video was terrible, the song was much more awful than it was decent, and the experience of watching it was degrading. The CGI did not appear to be convincing or visually seamless enough to conjure a genuinely fantastical or spiritual landscape, and the song and video could not have been made without a significant degree of bad faith on behalf of Montero Hill and his enablers.
I am wondering why so many characters in the music video have to be portrayed by Hill personally (Limited casting choices! COVID! Creativity or something!). A strong majority of the characters are simply Hill in a costume, or Hill slathered in CGI. The single cover for "Montero (Call Me By Your Name)" features
two versions of himself posed homoerotically in a piece that vaguely recalls Michelangelo's work on The Sistine Chapel.
He is the protagonist of the music video. He named the landscape after
himself. He has, again,
two versions of himself, the Adam-esque character and the serpent, kissing each other; he might as well be drooling auto-amorously on a mirror. He is judged and stoned by
multiple variations of himself dressed in similarity to French aristocrats. He, placing
himself as his own spiritual judge, chooses to descend into hell via a CGI stripper pole (tasteful and delicate!). And after dry-humping a Satan caricature, Hill personally kills Satan and
appoints himself as ruler of Hell.
Both the song/music video and the Satan shoes are both spectacles in tandem and individual spectacles in their own right. But based on the previous analysis, the ultimate spectacle is...
Lil Nas X himself.
I believe that the only type of person who would make such artwork would be a grand-scale narcissist with an extreme sense of megalomania. The video, song, and shoes manage to cheapen every concept they address, making Heaven and Hell, social issues, the Bible, and even the gay experience way more about himself than it really is. He is literally trying to conjure himself a (inverse) messiah complex, but the pop music world already presently has such a person: one who disrupted an award show, used his art to defend Bill Cosby during his rape scandals (and defend other similarly toxic men and their work), and ran for president as a fringe candidate in 2020. Most or all of you know whom I'm referring to; I refuse to duplicate his name here. Point is, there is no need for yet another cheaply demagogic pop czar who lacks empathy, or even basic respect/decency, for people who are either of different philosophical/religious convictions, or are less privileged than he is to be open about themselves. I do not want to find myself in a situation where I support someone with such a stratospheric level of self-importance. (Maybe he, in person, is a nice, caring, and decent guy. But based on the values he is exhibiting in what are poorly disguised publicity stunts, he does not make a convincing argument in this regard.)
I can understand people being off-put by Christianity as being, say, too preachy, judgmental, narrow, self-righteous. And, while that is not the whole of Christianity, I know that people who adhere and actively devote themselves to Christianity; as well as certain sects, groups, cults, or denominations derived from Christianity; can fully embrace such negative connotations. And that such a strongly religious social environment, construct, or society heavily inspired by such; for those who are uncertain, and ultimately prove themselves to be either maladaptive, resistant, or unwilling toward the circumstances; can, psychologically speaking, naturally pull away and perhaps eventually manifest themselves as an extreme in the opposite direction. And some of these people with extreme values in opposition of what they have faced religiously, including Hill, fully embrace their villainy and anti-Christian sentiments by being... preachy, judgmental, narrow, and self-righteous. I am not saying this about everyone who resist or pull away from Christianity, or experience apostasy.
By releasing these elements into the world, he is stoking the flames. He is crapping on the beliefs of 2.2 billion world citizens in order to brag about how
eccentric and
interesting and
liberated he is. Challenging notions strongly held by an overarching society is not just okay, it can be good. But Hill is going about it the wrong way, in my opinion. Why? Because he wanted to create a Satanic Panic. And he knew what he needed to do to initiate one. And the public gave him what he wanted. And he thinks he has checkmated Christians? Some backlash he is getting can be rooted in bad faith in its own right, yet much of it is valid for very clear and blatant reasons; someone who wants to make a point out of basking in wickedness will inevitably offend and perhaps undermine people who make a good, honest, and virtuous effort with themselves, their families, and their places and practices of worship.
Hill is a deliberate offender who is simply on the opposite end of the same horseshoe as the Westboro Baptist Church.
Montero Hill has outed his true colors as somebody who wants to be empowered; but will actively oppress others and their beliefs in order to further his empowerment while stoking his base; and is ultimately indifferent, uninterested, and too invested in himself to genuinely and seriously contribute to the empowerment of others, except maybe for a few family, friends, and collaborators here and there who are of personal benefit to him. (Although, if the music video does inspire some of its viewers to empower themselves, then okay. I guess that is what fits them. I wouldn't fully understand why they would, but I will not judge that which I don't know.)
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Now that I'm done ranting, I will say that
Paradise Lost by John Milton is one the most stubborn, impenetrable, irascible, prosaically thick headaches of literature I have ever read, and I have a hard time motivating myself to advance further; it is one of my favorite books ever, and has given strong, direct inspiration to my writing skills and pursuits, especially with lyrics, and specifically the screenplay I am presently writing. I have been trying to read it for years, having thus far made it through book six of 12. Milton was a highly intelligent man who understood multiple mythologies, and the Bible, at a deeper level than most of us ever will, and it shows through his repeated references and wordplays. It is one of the most important books anyone can read.
And, instead of yakking about how much I hate half-smart cotton candy cow-rapping demagogues and simply leaving it at that, how about I give you a much more trve music recommendation?