well guess what im being treated for now...you guessed it, the big s word. i guess my new doc doesn't think my border-line was very border-line. i suppose you could say i have now crossed the border and headed straight into the taco bell of mental illness. at least thats what im being treated for anyway. the abilify only worked for about 2 weeks, so now i gots me some goedon...im just wondering when she's gonna break out the haldol on me. and to tell the truth ya'll, all this script changing every month, well lets just say i am shocked that i can get through a day at work. really, my head feels like i have been on a 3 day bender and haven't taken a break. its almost all the joys of being fucked up without having to buy the booze. if i continue to feel this fucked up, i will know why people go off their meds. and all this shits supposed to help me right? 1 Member(s) thanked for this post
the geodon is doing its thing i guess, but i still have major paranoia and anxiety. i have a dr. appt. in the next week, imma gonna have to talk to her about it. i don't like this feeling at all.
Hang in there, girl. When they get the meds right you'll be off and running in no time. they're slowly getting mine right after 7 or 8 months (this time).
I too have been told that I have the multi-personality disorder
just an update on the crazytrain. i went to a med check yesterday, and i am being taken off the celexa, but now on effxor, still on the geodon, and she has increased my ativan. the reason for the change was that the celexa was making the inside of my head feel fluttery. apparently it was from the serotonin, it had no place to go so it was bouncing around in my head. weird right? i guess the effxor is supposed to make that not happen. so now i take one celexa and effxor, then next week drop down to half of one, and then i am done with them. we'll see how it goes i guess.
well on top of my other previous mental disorders, i've been diagnosed recently of having dissociate identity disorder and intermittant explosive disorder...but i'm going through more testing...i had to do a 567 question MMPI, then an IQ test(the IQ test i did years ago is MIA because the doctor that did it retired so no one can find my records--i had an iq of 147 and i'll cry if its lower now), then a stress test, the a ct scan of my brain, and a sleep study...my doc thinks the IED is actually one of my alters..yay, now i'm even crazier than before!! **note the sarcasm** 1 Member(s) thanked for this post
oh twag, part of me is very sad that you have to go through this...but the other part of me is happy that another person is in the club. sick, i know. if it makes ya feel any better, i don't think you are crazy at all...... hell, i don't think im all that crazy..but to tell ya the truth i don't know if i Really think that or its just the meds?
