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The wickedness that is my soul

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, March 16th, 2009 at 08:17 PM (448 Views)
Wow! I just found out that my ex-husband is trying to move back down here from Ohio. Words cannot express how much I hate this bastard. He put me threw 10 years of alcoholic hell and abuse before I divorced him. I told his cousin that I really think it would be safer for him to stay put. The more miles between us the better. I must be a really wicked person because I truly, deeply wish this man harm. Not only that, but I want to be the person that inflicts that harm upon him. I would love to take my Smith & Wesson .40 and blow his brains the fuck out. Course he really doesn't have much brains left. The alcohol has destroyed almost all of whatever he did have. He put my children and I thru tee total hell for way too long. I should have done something about it way before I did. No one but me is to blame for that. I am sooo glad to be finished with the drunken rages, the fighting, the having to defend myself and my kids. Sorry bastard wouldn't even work while we were married, ruined my credit, and I had to pay him for his share of the equity in MY house that he never spent a penny on! AArrgh! I hate this man.

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  1. flawed_existence's Avatar
    Sorry, girl. I can imagine how difficult this must be for you. Will you and your kids be safe if he does move back?
  2. Stella's Avatar
    No, you are NOT a wicked person. After what I found out that my granddaughter's mom did, I really, really want to cut her face all up. I don't want to kill her, just cut her face all up. And now she's not even the least bit attractive because of her drugged up state.

    Sad part, granddaughter thinks she's a "good" mommy and doesn't understand why she had to go to jail ... for drugging them up and leaving them all alone at night while she was at a bar.

    I hope your kids and you will be safe. Maybe he's just drunk talking.

    If you're wicked then so am I. And I don't think I am wicked, just very angry. Raw, if you will. I'm guessing from your post, this particular type of feeling doesn't ever go away.

    Stay strong.

    {S}
  3. skeptical's Avatar
    Yes, we will be safe. My kids are grown, though my daughter still lives with me. She is disabled. My current husband will make sure we are safe. Thank you for the advice. Stella, I'm sorry about your granddaughter. I have some nieces that went through that too. It was terrible for them when they found out what their mom really was.