The wickedness that is my soul
by, March 16th, 2009 at 08:17 PM (448 Views)
Wow! I just found out that my ex-husband is trying to move back down here from Ohio. Words cannot express how much I hate this bastard. He put me threw 10 years of alcoholic hell and abuse before I divorced him. I told his cousin that I really think it would be safer for him to stay put. The more miles between us the better. I must be a really wicked person because I truly, deeply wish this man harm. Not only that, but I want to be the person that inflicts that harm upon him. I would love to take my Smith & Wesson .40 and blow his brains the fuck out. Course he really doesn't have much brains left. The alcohol has destroyed almost all of whatever he did have. He put my children and I thru tee total hell for way too long. I should have done something about it way before I did. No one but me is to blame for that. I am sooo glad to be finished with the drunken rages, the fighting, the having to defend myself and my kids. Sorry bastard wouldn't even work while we were married, ruined my credit, and I had to pay him for his share of the equity in MY house that he never spent a penny on! AArrgh! I hate this man.