Death threats :)
by, October 29th, 2008 at 06:23 PM (382 Views)
The thing about truth boxes is that I have since February or so got death threats in mine from a girl anonymously. Today, I discovered that a few days ago she decided she doesn't want me to die because if I die she'll have to hear people talk about me even more. Cunt. She ended it with cunt, my favorite word. How sweet. My boyfriend asks me why I even have it, if it only ever makes me upset, but truthfully it makes me feel kind of important to inspire hate that much. Plus, it's kind of nice to know someone out there wanted me dead because now I know to carry my taser more. ;)
What I don't get is why someone dislikes me so much. I don't even go out or act social for a year now, since my 3 best friends died. I've pretty much locked myself in my house until I decide I can be around friends without being bothered by the people who cared the most missing. I've never stolen guys, flirted with boyfriends, backstabbed, started fights, or broke any girl codes. I know I'm pretty, but I still have low self esteem, and I don't mean to have stolen attention when I used to hang out. I figured it's because people are attracted to those who are truly nice inside. I guess it's jealousy. It could be my boyfriend's ex who hates me, but the way my little messages are wrote make me think it's one of my close girlfriends. That gives me a choice of 6 girls, my best friend is dead, my 2nd closest friend wouldn't do that, the other 4 are tossups. Hmmm.....
I guess the lesson here is no matter how hard you try to be nice to everyone even if they are a known enemy, people will still hate you. Technically, I'm only nice to bitches to piss them off more though. Bitches hate when you react by being nicer instead of cussing them out. :D
It's hard to be 20 in this day and age.