Little Pea
June 25th, 2009, 04:16 PM
Hello everyone! :)
I am so glad I found this forum, it is awesome.
I am still finding my way around, and learning how things work, but enjoying it immensely. My time is kind of limited right now because I am, well, starting over. I just got through a divorce after almost twenty years of marriage, and I have moved back into my house which was trashed by the ex and his bitch. I have good reason to call her that - but that is for another day. And it is something I will be broaching, because I worry about that situation, and I am unsure how to handle it. (note: nothing bad has happened yet, but I see signs of possible trouble down the road)
I have two kids, referred to as the monkeys or the babes. My son is 9 and my daughter is 7. They are such a pleasure. We have been enjoying the summer so far. Last night I let them build the fire and it is the best fire I have seen in a long time. Better than mine and I have been building fires for a long time! We were out there (in the yard) until 1am. I just could not stay awake any more.
We also have a pug, named Puggers and two cats, DC and Smokey. They like to hang out by the fire too. Puggers was sleeping in a chair at the fire ring last night.
I am trying to achieve a quality life for my kids and I. There is so much work to do here right now though. You cannot hardly walk through my house because of unpacked boxes. And my washer and dryer are trashed, so I had to fix the clothes line and will be doing laundry by hand for a bit. OOOF! I am avoiding it right now by making this long post. Thanks for enabling me! heh heh.
I have been a fan of true crime all of my life. I used to live in Florida and there was plenty of it every day. I moved to rural MN 5 years ago and there is rarely any crime here. The difference is amazing. So I need to keep up on evil in the world lest I get lulled into complacency.
As I read all of these stories, true accounts, I am struck with the utter depravity of these people. To me, if you do the crime you are fucking guilty! I don't care if you are crazy, depressed, bipolar or whatever. There is no 'innocent'. The fact that these jerks plead not guilty when they did the deed shows a lack of remorse to me. I could never live with the guilt of having hurt another, especially a child. I would not have the nerve to even think, much less plead, not guilty. Even if I was crazy when I did it, I would accept the responsibility and I would not want to be free to chance hurting someone else if I snapped again.
The very act of pleading not guilty and trying to get off on a cime you DID commit shows that these people have no regard for others. They are obviously a danger, whether crazy or not, and they are being selfish for putting their desire above the safety of society. They blame others for their inhumane behavor. They think that their stupid justifications are good enough. And apparently they are for some - but not me! I take responsibility for myself and my life, good and bad. If I can do it, anyone can. I also take responsibility for my kids, good and bad. And that keeps me aware and vigilant about my kids, besids the fact that I love them more than anything. Goes for my pets too. I am an adult, or trying to be one. :)
Well I guess it is time to find a washtub of some sort and get the laundry done. Oh how I HATE laundry! oooooooo it just hit me! I am learning my lesson about griping over laundry. Now I get to see how good I had it with a w/d. LOL. I am a tard!
If you made it this far, thanks for listening. I never know what to write in introductory threads. I prefer to get to know people through their posts. I have made many friends on other forums I have frequented - but this is my first crime forum. YAY! This is a topic that I can talk about all day every day, and from what I have seen so far, you people are on the ball. It is the members that draw me in, I love to learn, and to be challenged to think.
Until I get more time, and learn my way around, please bear with me. If I miss something you expect a reply for you can send me a note. I would never intentionally do that, just so you know. Have mercy on the newbie!
:ridinghorse: :bandit::thrasher::creep::canabis::der::flame:
^^some smileys that make me laugh....
I am so glad I found this forum, it is awesome.
I am still finding my way around, and learning how things work, but enjoying it immensely. My time is kind of limited right now because I am, well, starting over. I just got through a divorce after almost twenty years of marriage, and I have moved back into my house which was trashed by the ex and his bitch. I have good reason to call her that - but that is for another day. And it is something I will be broaching, because I worry about that situation, and I am unsure how to handle it. (note: nothing bad has happened yet, but I see signs of possible trouble down the road)
I have two kids, referred to as the monkeys or the babes. My son is 9 and my daughter is 7. They are such a pleasure. We have been enjoying the summer so far. Last night I let them build the fire and it is the best fire I have seen in a long time. Better than mine and I have been building fires for a long time! We were out there (in the yard) until 1am. I just could not stay awake any more.
We also have a pug, named Puggers and two cats, DC and Smokey. They like to hang out by the fire too. Puggers was sleeping in a chair at the fire ring last night.
I am trying to achieve a quality life for my kids and I. There is so much work to do here right now though. You cannot hardly walk through my house because of unpacked boxes. And my washer and dryer are trashed, so I had to fix the clothes line and will be doing laundry by hand for a bit. OOOF! I am avoiding it right now by making this long post. Thanks for enabling me! heh heh.
I have been a fan of true crime all of my life. I used to live in Florida and there was plenty of it every day. I moved to rural MN 5 years ago and there is rarely any crime here. The difference is amazing. So I need to keep up on evil in the world lest I get lulled into complacency.
As I read all of these stories, true accounts, I am struck with the utter depravity of these people. To me, if you do the crime you are fucking guilty! I don't care if you are crazy, depressed, bipolar or whatever. There is no 'innocent'. The fact that these jerks plead not guilty when they did the deed shows a lack of remorse to me. I could never live with the guilt of having hurt another, especially a child. I would not have the nerve to even think, much less plead, not guilty. Even if I was crazy when I did it, I would accept the responsibility and I would not want to be free to chance hurting someone else if I snapped again.
The very act of pleading not guilty and trying to get off on a cime you DID commit shows that these people have no regard for others. They are obviously a danger, whether crazy or not, and they are being selfish for putting their desire above the safety of society. They blame others for their inhumane behavor. They think that their stupid justifications are good enough. And apparently they are for some - but not me! I take responsibility for myself and my life, good and bad. If I can do it, anyone can. I also take responsibility for my kids, good and bad. And that keeps me aware and vigilant about my kids, besids the fact that I love them more than anything. Goes for my pets too. I am an adult, or trying to be one. :)
Well I guess it is time to find a washtub of some sort and get the laundry done. Oh how I HATE laundry! oooooooo it just hit me! I am learning my lesson about griping over laundry. Now I get to see how good I had it with a w/d. LOL. I am a tard!
If you made it this far, thanks for listening. I never know what to write in introductory threads. I prefer to get to know people through their posts. I have made many friends on other forums I have frequented - but this is my first crime forum. YAY! This is a topic that I can talk about all day every day, and from what I have seen so far, you people are on the ball. It is the members that draw me in, I love to learn, and to be challenged to think.
Until I get more time, and learn my way around, please bear with me. If I miss something you expect a reply for you can send me a note. I would never intentionally do that, just so you know. Have mercy on the newbie!
:ridinghorse: :bandit::thrasher::creep::canabis::der::flame:
^^some smileys that make me laugh....