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justicenizer

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Well she retired at some stage, and then there were rumours that she was back in the business so I personally sent her an email asking her if any of the rumours were true..and here is her reply.

No.. I'm not. I was raped by industry related people thus my life is rather complicated.. I'm out of the game since and I'm not even interested in my personal life.. So go tell everyone you know I'm out is over and it never will be again. As far as I'm concerned the whole industry can rot away .. I hold several grudges and I'm currently in 3 lawsuits plus I'm awaiting trial. It's been a hell of a fight those responsible have money.. (had money) .. Then to top that LAs DA didn't think a porn girl should share the same rights even if it was an obvious rape. To clear the air it did not take place on set.. I knew these people for four years, I thought they were "friends" all of them were much older than me, have families ect. I went to celebrate a birthday .. Me and another model were drugged .. She was sodomized and made fun of for being black.. I TRIED to save her.. She was a great friend of mine and upon me passing out bad things happened where I later woke up in vomit..
I sought medical attention immediately and there is currently a documentary being shot on how awful this process has been..
I invite you to tell all of your friends the truth as I do not log into anything affiliated with my alter ego anymore.. I carry a lot of unneeded guilt about 18 year old choices I made and now at 23 a burden much bigger has been placed on me.. And when the timing is right I'll be sure to tell you who these people worked for and what they did exactly ..
This happened march 3, 2010 and before it occurred I had already stopped shooting and worked with my bf on set doing hair and makeup..
This event also ruined that relationship as he watched me sink into heavy depression and PTS .. May all your appreciate go to director Kevin Moore for standing beside me and fighting; for understanding that I could only watch Disney movies for months.. And saving me from suicide with unconditional love

I'm now safely placed on the east coast where I'm still undergoing therapy under the supervision of close family and friends.

The other girl involved is now my roomate; she too left the industry. Our lives are very different now and we'd appreciate it if you'd make this info more public so less people would inquire.. As everytime someone inquires it opens a wound that it just now starting to scab.


Then I asked if it was ok to post her story on forums/threads

Go for it .. Take it anywhere and everywhere..
Yes I have medical documents and police reports..
Problem is LAPD still hasn't opened my rape kit. I went in undercover and recorded them saying five times they KNEW I was raped.
Yet there's all this shit in the middle because there is so much debt in Cali they are really only prosecuting those who they will gain money.. For instance if you have a pool and a broken gate you will go to criminal court there and be fined up to 3000 dollars plus probation.. I'm very serious..
And the statistics of them prosecuting rape is minimal.
Everything was basically said without actually saying, "this was your job so you don't count"
I can't even get a lawyer to rep me because that's the DA's job.
I can't go public about who did it because I can and will probably be sued EVEN though these same people told everyone I was on heroin and I was delusional thus resulting in me submitting a clean drug test to LA direct models.
Trust me.. I've done a few things that I could get in trouble for to uncover this stuff.. It's a federal offense recording cops undercover.. And I made those recording public to my friends and family
I notified all the neighbors in that area of what took place.. They got fliers about it..
Then they rallied with loud horns to try to interrupt their shoots
My credit is ruined from rape bills that were sent to me months too late
I won't pay them
And if I ever go to jail for the things I keep trying to push I will go with pride and support
I had hundreds of people call the LA DA and tell him to take my case.. They wrote letters..
And this is all seemingly a dead end and a bad headache that I get ZERO peace from
Zero closure
 
Sorry should have been more specific on the topic, basically she was drugged and raped by her so called "friends" in the industry but the police/lawyers wouldnt accept her case because she was a pornstar.
 
What the..... ??

Me, too, Jaded.

Yo, justisenizer, I locked a thread you created earlier bc you were essentially pissing and moaning about how fucking awful the subject matter at this site is, and then you come back and "quote" an e-mail you personally received from a "former adult actress" (aka chick who does sex shit for money). I call bullshit. Seriously, who are you and what the fuck do you think you're going to accomplish here? Lay off the fucking games and just be straight with our members, okay?
 
I got no problem calling out justicenizer for being an idiot and trying to start something... but to say a rape is any less a rape because someone works in an adult industry is bullshit. That's as good as saying "she was asking for it" because she was wearing a short skirt and a tank top.

So, Justicenizer, what's your dog in that fight? Gotta be something, or you wouldn't have started a thread.
 
I got no problem calling out justicenizer for being an idiot and trying to start something... but to say a rape is any less a rape because someone works in an adult industry is bullshit. That's as good as saying "she was asking for it" because she was wearing a short skirt and a tank top.

So, Justicenizer, what's your dog in that fight? Gotta be something, or you wouldn't have started a thread.

I keep making the mistake that the people who read the shit I write are as able to navigate the underlying implications of a post--despite the fact they may be rather subtle--as I am. Or, they jut ask me. Since no one asked, let me be clear: sex workers--be they prostitutes, actresses in pornographic movies, or any other type of sex worker--can be and are sexually assaulted. But that wasn't my point here. My point here--and me calling bullshit--was about justicenizer's post and its purpose.
 
A whore is a whore. Really fucking simple. If you choose to sell your ass as a means of making a living? You better be ready to be raped and abused. If you choose a good assfuckchoke session for a paycheck? Don't cry bitch. You always had a choice. If you are too weak to say no? Oh well,you're a whore...........No sympathy for hookers.........You should have known.
 
Gotta groan you on that one, sodom.
I don;t care what their profession is. If it's no, it's NO. Period.

I still love you. Like cancer.
 
I completely understand and thanks for the groan. I was simply saying that all that shit goes with being a hooker. How in the fuck can she be surprised?
 
geez lizard did you not read the whole thing? she was drugged and raped and it was against her will and she is being denied a fair trial because she WAS a pornstar.
you are such a hypocrite, just because of her past she aint entitled for a fair trial?
whats wrong with you people? where is the justice of this?
 
so all of you are saying if a prostitute was murdered, she doesn't deserve justice because she sleeps with random strangers for money she is a s*** therefore the law dont apply.
so tell me, where do you guys stand.
 
I keep making the mistake that the people who read the shit I write are as able to navigate the underlying implications of a post--despite the fact they may be rather subtle--as I am. Or, they jut ask me. Since no one asked, let me be clear: sex workers--be they prostitutes, actresses in pornographic movies, or any other type of sex worker--can be and are sexually assaulted. But that wasn't my point here. My point here--and me calling bullshit--was about justicenizer's post and its purpose.

I completely understand and thanks for the groan. I was simply saying that all that shit goes with being a hooker. How in the fuck can she be surprised?

like i said, she was DRUGGED AND RAPED
 
I can't speak for everyone else, but anyone in the sex industry escalates their chances of being raped or sexually abused.
It's kind of like anyone in the drug industry increases their chances of being shot.

Are laws being broken? Absolutely.
Are people acting as if society should run after them and monitor everything?

Ha, I bet a porn star would not be so happy about that. Or a drug dealer.
 
geez lizard did you not read the whole thing? she was drugged and raped and it was against her will and she is being denied a fair trial because she WAS a pornstar.
you are such a hypocrite, just because of her past she aint entitled for a fair trial?
whats wrong with you people? where is the justice of this?

Awesome, thanks for posting this on my profile as well, as though I wouldn't have checked this thread.

I am a writer for this site, justicenizer. Because of that, I have certain standards regarding information sources. Is it possible that she was drugged and raped? Absolutely. But I cannot make any sort of assessment regarding the validity of her claims based on the content of one e-mail--an e-mail that YOU say she sent to you, and not knowing anything about YOU, am I supposed to automatically accept your account?

It is unfortunately the case that the word of an actress in pornographic films is less likely to have her claims of sexual assault taken seriously. Did she have blood drawn to determine which drugs might've been in her system (and at what levels)? Did she ask for a rape evidence kit? If there is evidence that would have bearing in a court of law (besides an e-mail), that would be relevant. However, this site is not a court of law. Without at least a police report indicating that some person(s) did wrong to this woman, it is only a matter of he-said, she-said. Let me say this again, in case you're not hearing me:

YOU SAID that she was drugged and raped. That's all we got. Sufficient for...any kind of action whatsoever? Nope. Again...what is it you want from us, justicenizer?

And seriously, I object to the notion that this is something that sex workers should "expect." Were sex work legal, then sex workers would expect to receive pay for some contractually described activities. Anything outside that would be illegal--and I daresay that those who might violate contractual agreements might suffer more by violating work-related law than criminal law.

justicenizer, don't presume to tell us where we "stand." But at least step up to our level of discussion, k?
 
And seriously, I object to the notion that this is something that sex workers should "expect." Were sex work legal, then sex workers would expect to receive pay for some contractually described activities. Anything outside that would be illegal--and I daresay that those who might violate contractual agreements might suffer more by violating work-related law than criminal law.

She didn't deserve what happened to her and she didn't ask for it.
It really shouldn't matter if she were mary pure from the local church or a stripper.

THAT BEING SAID

The thing is, when you get into an 'industry' (using that term lightly) like that, you are surrounding yourself with shady characters.
This is a choice.

Seems she chose poorly.

I'll save my sympathy for those who had no choice and were innocent victims.
 
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I think I read that there was a rape kit but CA is too busy busting people for things that would generate the state money to go into it.

If it were me (and isn't it a fact there's a huge amount of money in the porn industry), I would bring a civil suit against the people who are responsible. An attorney will provide representation for something like that for no costs up front and begin the process of discovery. Write to the police, find out what the hold up is in the criminal case and begin negotiations/discussions with the Defendant(s) attorney.
 
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