I am a Over the top worrier .. Especially since I lost my oldest in 2005... I know I get on my kids nerves ..hell I get on my OWN nerves at times... Anyway I have had to learn how to calm myself down ..NOT EASY .. But 1 of the things I will say to myself to help calm myself is. ..I have lost 1 child .. Most parents never have the horror of knowing how it feels to bury their child..what are the odds of me losing another.. There's NO WAY it could happen again..( of course I know it can) but I'm holding onto the hope that its a very small percentage... But anyway reading this article and than knowing they had already lost a child before.. Just puts my fears in high drive.. I've barely survived my first nightmare ..I don't think I can make it through a second <3:shrug:out:
I am at a loss of words. I can't show you the love right now, but am loving and hugging you here instead.
I cannot imagine the agony of losing a child. It was once my biggest fear. I say was once, ONLY because my son losing me scares me more.
I am sorry for your loss and am glad that you are working through your haze of anxiety.(that u mentioned in my comment on another thread..)