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Lafayette, Colorado – It’s one thing to be featured on the Dreamin’ Demon for being a callous individual who not only thought up horrid things to do to other individuals, but to be so open and honest about the crime is a level not often seen here. I’ve opined a few times about what goes through the minds of these assholes…the motivation behind their actions, what they thought would be the outcome, and the reasons why. Unfortunately some of that curiosity was sated when I read the story of Benjamin Koller and what, in his own words, he did to his two month-old son, JackJack reviewsJack reviews. Now I regret being armed with that information. They say loose lips sink ships and if ever there was an example of that statement ringing true, this story will be one to watch play out in court. Benjamin not only admitted to the crime of putting his infant son in intensive care and not being expected to live, but he told in great detail, the how’s and why’s.

Benjamin Koller

Benjamin Koller

Most unresponsive patients have their airway checked and a nice sternum rub to determine responsive levels. The rub works well as it delivers pain which will cause most patients to react. Rub your knuckles on your sternum. It hurts. It’s a perfect gauge. So one would think it would be easier and more politically correct to perform this maneuver than say, biting arms and legs to stimulate an infant out of succumbing to their injuries. Especially after being suffocated to the point of turning colors and lethargy. But this was the method Benjamin supposedly used on his son each time he cut off his airway in an attempt to silence a crying baby.

See, Benjamin was working a 40 hour week and most of the abuse happened toward the end of that arduous schedule. He admitted that he only abused Jack no more than three times over several weeks. The suffocating incidents were only because Benjamin was exhausted and on Tuesday, when little Jack was not breathing, he suddenly lost his resourcefulness and didn’t think to call 911. In his own words, Koller said he’d put two of his fingers over his son’s mouth, two on his throat and his thumb on the back of Jack’s neck to constrict his airway. Once he’d turn colors he’d start with his biting-back-to-responsiveness technique, starting with the arms and then moving to his legs while increasing the intensity. According to one of the detectives, Koller said that his child would cry some more but it was a “different cry” and a “shallow cry”. He also described it as a “help me cry – as if hurt.” And after smothering his son, he’d ask himself, “What did I just do?” I’ll tell you what you did fucker. You sadistically tortured your son to an almost certain death.

But there’s more to his confession. Koller admits slapping his son repeatedly, admits dropping him, describes whipping the child by his legs back to an upright position which would sometimes result in them head-butting each other.

The hospital where little Jack was taken, noted the child had been in previously with bruising on his legs and arms, swollen and red eyes, and perhaps some retinal detachment. These, of course, were explained by the attempt to catch Jack as he jerked back out of the asshole’s arms. Yeah, right. All in all, this 2 month-old child has significant brain damage, is on a ventilator and is not expected to live. If by some slim chance this child makes it, he would not be able to walk, talk, nor feed himself.

So where’s mom? Well, her name is Jennifer Schmidt and currently, she has no charges brought against her. I hope the Colorado authorities change that shit quickly. There’s absolutely no way, in my opinion, she didn’t notice these things. But as far as her adoring boyfriend/father of the love child, he’s being held on a $1 million bond as they investigate this child abuse case further. If he bonds out, he’s to have no contact with anyone under 18 and cannot be in possession of any weapons.

And if this entire story wasn’t enough, at the end of Koller’s interview with detectives, he looked at them and said, ” I can’t believe I admitted that to you guys without a lawyer.” Well I can. And it gives me hope that more fuckers like you will rat themselves out in the future. Thanks for being so open about your methods and the reasoning, Benjamin, you sick son of a bitch.

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Thank you Dakota Valkyrie, for the continued updates on this story.

 Benjamin Koller Details How To Quiet A Baby

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  1. Jerrynuevo
    2:03 am on July 28th, 2009

    ………….I would love to have 5 minutes alone with this dude. Let him try that coward crap on someone that could defend himself.

  2. Syre
    2:06 am on July 28th, 2009

    Yet another shining example of why sterilization should be put to good and forceful use.

  3. malq
    4:21 am on July 28th, 2009

    There has to be a higher punishment for this type of crime. So over the top child abuse, he really does not deserve to suck wind for another day. How do you fix a guy like that? you don’t.

  4. malq
    5:15 am on July 28th, 2009
  5. nadine
    5:37 am on July 28th, 2009

    OH MY GOD
    All I can possibly say is PLEASE DEAR GOD LET THIS MAN HAVE A VERY VERY PAINFUL LONG AGONIZING TORTURES DEATH. PLEASE LET HIM FEEL THE PAIN AND AT THAT THE SEVERE PAIN JUST LIKE HE DID TO HIS CHILD…..THE MOM CAN FUCK OFF AND DIE HERSELF……. THIS WHOLE STORY IS FUCKED UP AND NO ONE BUT THE POOR BABY DESERVES TO LIVE…..>
    Well I am going to ball my eyes out now, where the fuck do these fuckers come from?>???????????
    I HATE THEM BOTH
    Why don’t people open up their fucking eyes around them and pay attention to ALL around them, wether it is your child, dog, mother father, kid in store, open your fucking EYES AND NOTICE YOUR SURROUNDINGS, YOU MAY BE ABLE TO CHANGE, SAVE A LIFE…..MY GOD

  6. Dakota Valkyrie
    7:51 am on July 28th, 2009

    He said “he was the product of an abusive relationship from his father and that he is afraid of turning into his father,” according to the affidavit.

    On his MySpace page, Koller says he is an only child, which is “not all it’s cracked up to be” because “if you do something bad, there is no one else to blame it on.”

    He wrote that he graduated from Denver’s West High School in 2001 and attended Naropa University in Boulder, where he majored in psychology and minored in traditional eastern arts, music, and photography.

    Full Article

    Majored in psychology? He seems to have diagnosed himself and justified way too much. There is no excuse.

  7. PinkiGreen
    7:58 am on July 28th, 2009

    Why are they not charging the “mother”? I notice EVERY mark on my kids…especially a baby that young. I could tell you where every freckle on my 1 year old’s body is!
    Stupid bitch.

  8. captainhowdy
    8:25 am on July 28th, 2009

    This completely turned my stomach. How could someone be so fucking sadistic? This guy is a sociopath. Lock him up and throw away the key.

  9. nadine
    8:29 am on July 28th, 2009

    lock him up captain howdy, how about we use yur gun and blow his head off

  10. CassieMomma
    8:44 am on July 28th, 2009

    So he couldn’t hack a 40 hour work week? Come the fuck on, several of us do it plus some hours……it’s called LIFE! I agree about Mom, did she have to work too…..ahhhhh

  11. Lazlo
    10:27 am on July 28th, 2009

    This one got to me. Maybe it’s because the dude looks so normal? Thanks TG for this haunting story – wheres the bleach?

  12. Leila
    11:51 pm on July 28th, 2009

    WHATTHEFUCK.

    describes whipping the child by his legs back to an upright position which would sometimes result in them head-butting each other.

    Everything this worthless SOB did to his son is horrifying, but my mouth literally dropped open when I read the above part. What kind of person would even think up doing something so stupid and harmful and cruel?

    And then there’s this section:

    The hospital where little Jack was taken, noted the child had been in previously with bruising on his legs and arms, swollen and red eyes, and perhaps some retinal detachment. These, of course, were explained by the attempt to catch Jack as he jerked back out of the asshole’s arms.

    …the hospital bought that story? REALLY? What the hell! WHAT THE HELL?!

  13. MadeaBecBec
    1:26 am on July 29th, 2009

    This is a comment posted here: http://www.denverpost.com/news/ci_12922664

    To those of you casting judgment on Mommy:

    Did you ever consider that mom might be sleeping, in another room, or out of the house when the abuse occurred? Didn’t you read that he stifled Jack’s cries? Jenna is one of my daughter’s best friends. I’ve visited Jack in the hospital. I know these people. Jenna TRIED to figure out what was wrong with Jack. She took him to the doctor repeatedly and was told he was throwing up because he had a stomach “bug” and that the gunk in his eyes was conjunctivitis. If the DOCTORS couldn’t figure it out, how can you expect a new mother to figure it out? If she knew, she would have been arrested too. How about a little compassion instead of the judgment? Jack is Jenna’s world. She is having to watch him suffer, and she may lose him. Jack is on life support and sedated to control his pain. This is a horrific tragedy, and Mom is a victim here too. Let’s channel the blame to the one that inflicted the injuries. And if you can muster up a little human compassion maybe you could send a prayer or two in Jenna & Jack’s direction.(Teri C)

    Is this true? I don’t know, but there will be documentation and diagnosis to investigate…..

    I’ll pray for a miracle in Baby Jack!

  14. stimpy13
    9:54 am on July 29th, 2009
  15. rebelgirl901
    9:37 pm on July 29th, 2009

    This makes me sick. That poor precious baby did not deserve to be treated like that. People make me sick with their bullshit excuses. Oh I had to work 40 hours and I was tired. Well whoopee freaking do, you poor bastard. A lot of us work 40 or more hours a week, it’s called life. I do not feel sorry for the piece of shit father, he knew exactly what he was doing. Babies cry, that’s the only way they can communicate. The baby was sick and didn’t feel good, so be a man & a father and take care of him. I don’t know what I think about the mother in this case yet. She didn’t work so why wasn’t she taking care of the baby? As a mother of an infant you take everything serious, especially with a sick baby. When she found out he had dropped the baby, the baby had bumped his head, she should have taken the baby to the damn hospital and told them what happened so they could have examined the baby thoroughly. How was the hospital supposed to know to check for head injuries? They had no reason to suspect a head injury when the child had a staph infection. How stupid does one have to be to hurt a child for crying? Duh, do you think that it will make the child stop crying when it is in pain? NO DUMBASS is doesn’t. If he was getting frustrated with the baby then he should have asked for help, he should have made sure the mother got up and took care of the baby. I am sick of this kind of shit happening to innocent children & babies. Newsflash! If you can’t take care of a baby then don’t bring one into this world. Use birth control for God’s sake. Irresponsible parents, I have no sympathy for. Everybody always wants to make excuses…I was abused, I was tired, blah, blah, blah. Have a fucking back bone and stop being a fucking pussy. People need to take responsibilities for their actions. He needs to spend the rest of his life behind bars, that should give him plenty of time to think about what he did to this precious child who will never have a chance at a normal life. I’m tired of this shit. LOCK HIS ASS UP.

  16. SandBunny
    1:59 am on July 30th, 2009

    this story made my stomach turn, made me upset, and made me cry. i cant stop thinking about WTF he did to this two month old baby…especially describing his cries.

  17. Unamused
    1:11 am on August 1st, 2009

    A 9-week-old Lafayette infant who was rushed to Children’s Hospital in Aurora last week with critical injuries from alleged abuse has been upgraded to fair condition and might be breathing on his own, according to police and hospital officials.

    Source

  18. Unamused
    4:20 pm on August 10th, 2009

    Three weeks after Children’s Hospital doctors said 2-month-old Jack Koller was not likely to survive, the infant is being released from the hospital.

    The boy will be in the temporary custody of his grandmother, Claudia Riggs.

    source

  19. dawnmpeters
    1:44 pm on September 17th, 2009

    here’s an update

  20. dawnmpeters
    1:46 pm on September 17th, 2009

    Prosecutor: Baby in Lafayette child abuse case near death

    baby may not last through week.

  21. Dakota Valkyrie
    10:51 am on October 6th, 2009

    The baby at the center of a suspected Lafayette child abuse case has died.

    Boulder County District Attorney Stan Garnett said Jack Koller died late Monday, just shy of turning 5-months-old.

    Garnett said a cause of death is yet to be determined but that his office would be looking carefully at the autopsy results to see if charges against the baby’s father, Benjamin Koller, need to be stepped up.

    Source

  22. captainhowdy
    11:06 am on October 6th, 2009

    Oh, poor baby. :( RIP, little one. Let’s see this sorry excuse for a father FRY.

  23. Mariejo
    1:52 pm on October 6th, 2009

    i am a little confused here….

    Baby was 1st realeased on august 10th.

    Then he dies on Sept 17th.

    His abuser is behind bars. He’s been placed with gramma….wth happen between Aug. 10 and Sept. 17?

  24. MadeaBecBec
    3:16 pm on October 6th, 2009

    The article in DV’s post says that Baby Jack was in and out of the hospital all summer.

    Rest in Peace Baby Jack! No more suffering for you, little one!

  25. Dakota Valkyrie
    6:38 pm on October 15th, 2009

    A Lafayette father suspected of suffocating and shaking his infant son was charged with first-degree murder Thursday morning — 10 days after the baby died
    [...]

    Koller’s common-law wife, Jennifer Schmidt, 20, has not been arrested in connection with her son’s death.

    Koller, who appeared Thursday morning in an orange-and-white-striped jumpsuit and buzzed hair, wept openly when prosecutors talked about how long an autopsy on the infant would take. Ryan Brackley, first assistant to the district attorney, told Boulder County District Court Judge Maria E. Berkenkotter that an autopsy was recently completed but further tests at outside labs could take three to four weeks.

    Article with photo.

  26. brokenstitch
    3:38 am on October 17th, 2009

    I was friends with this guy in highschool, wtf. Why would you do that, why?

  27. Tazer Tim
    10:43 am on October 26th, 2009

    unfortunatley nadine , most of these people come from the USofA. we also have alot of tazer’s here , only problem is the tazer are not used on the face of people like this often enough.

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